me: *thinking about seventeen and how i constantly sacrifice sleep to stay up and stream their performances, wait for their teasers, and re-watch videos but also remembering how i don’t mind doing all that because i genuinely love watching these 13 boys perform and goof around and laugh, seeing their hard work being rewarded and realizing how far they’ve come and how far they’re going to go, and that seeing them grow up before my very eyes makes me so so so happy*